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Sunday, September 4, 2011

Missionary Training for all of us


Missionary Training International in Palmer Lake, Colorado
Our first three weeks of classes felt like spiritual open heart surgery.  It was necessary, though, and bonded us with our friends as we walked through the valley of the shadow of death and then recovered together in green pastures. Our teachers forced us to count the cost by naming our losses, and not just recent ones.  “List every loss you’ve ever had.”  “Loss,” a word for the people and places we were about to leave behind, and a word for all the people and treasured things we’ve ever had to say goodbye to. 
“Paradox” was another word we were given to describe the dual feelings of grieving what's left behind and anticipating future opportunities.  It’s possible to feel both at the same time, and I felt relieved to know I wasn't the only one going through those tumultuous emotions. 

A session on Sabbath rest was one of my favorites.  I was reminded that it’s actually healthy and spiritually refreshing to invest time and energy in non-productive play.  Another green pasture was our worship time in the morning.  Thanks to all of you on the worship team!  After hours of prayer and meditation on God’s Word, we all felt spiritually armed to face the upcoming challenges of cross cultural living.
We spent another two weeks loosening up our tongues and warming up our brains to learn a second language.   We especially looked forward to times when our instructors shared personal stories of life on the field.
In reflection on our time at MTI, I was most amazed by the talented people we met.  They came from many different backgrounds - engineering, marine biology, music ministry, business, pediatrics, the army, education - and they were all ready to use their gifts on the mission field.  I was honored to be among them and inspired by their dedication and love. 

After Photo of Garage

The pile covered with a red sheet went to Goodwill.  The pile behind Mark's mom was packed up for Costa Rica.

Missionary Training Started Early

View of Grand Canyon - From top of the Flatbed Tow Truck
  
Missionary training started a few days early for our family!  

Title of Course: Grace under Fire
Course Length: the last 3 grueling days of our road trip to MTI in Colorado 
Objective: The missionary will prayerfully make good decisions under stress while maintaining unity among all group members and fostering a positive, optimistic attitude that rests in God’s sovereignty. 
Aside from a few problems like an elk snoozing where we wanted to set up our tent, the camp stove breaking, the screen tent flying apart in a gust of wind, the propane lantern catching on fire, and the boys’ tent zipper failing, we enjoyed a brief stop at the Grand Canyon.  We felt pretty confident that we could handle these minor issues and lump them together as one big trial that wasn’t too awful.  Josh had a great time flipping pancakes on an iron skillet over the fire pit! Who needs a silly camp stove? 
Our second trial was bigger.  The car’s transmission failed along the Grand Canyon rim.  We drove in 2nd gear to the nearest gas station and waited a few hours for a tow truck.  The nearest mechanic was 80 miles south in Flagstaff, Az.   We prayed and discussed our options, realizing that I might have to camp with the kids by myself on the rim while Mark rode back with the Ford and tow truck.  The several hours of waiting were tense, but we stuck together and God provided a solution we never even considered.
We all ended up going to Flagstaff together.  We sat, buckled in our seats, windows cracked, enjoying the views of the Painted Desert from atop a flatbed tow truck.  A feeling of utter helplessness ripped through me as I sat in the passenger’s seat of my Ford Expedition while it was pulled up onto the flatbed.  Mark commented later that the ride felt like the hand of God carrying us to a safe place.   As our SUV swayed in the wind, the cab of the truck out of view, I thought it seemed more like a helicopter ride.  The kids waved to everyone passing by, and I made several videos of Mark falling asleep at the wheel, recreating a scene from Knight and Day.  Mark was a good sport considering the situation.
In Flagstaff, we hopped out of the car, quickly grabbed enough gear and food for a night, and walked to the nearest hotel, leaving the Ford at the mechanic’s.  It was too windy to use the hotel grill or our camp stove, so I got creative: instant mashed potatoes in the coffee pot and sausage and green beans in the mike.   It sounds gross, but since I had the food, I didn’t even think about ordering take out.
The third trial of this impromptu training (ie God lovingly disciplining us through hardship) was the hardest, yet.  This time Mark and I struggled to push through the situation, fighting weariness.
After considering whether to trade the Ford, sell it, or rent a van, we prayerfully made the tough decision to spend mucho money on a car we only need for 6 more weeks.  The day looked promising when the mechanic loaned us a white Ford Windstar for free!  We drove 4 miles down Rt 66 to the nearest Target to pick up some needed supplies for an unexpected hotel stay over the weekend.   For those interested in the details, here they are:
8:30pm Target parking lot. The mechanic’s loaner van wouldn’t start.  It actually shook every time Mark turned the key in the ignition.
9:00 pm We picked up our Target bags, asked a few Target employees about local busses, and walked up and down the busy street looking for a bus stop. 
9:30pm We find out from nice person #6 that the busses stop running at 7pm on the weekends and we need to call a taxi. 
10:00pm  We sit outside a Carl’s Jr. waiting for a cab, and Isaiah falls asleep.  We create and play a city astronomer game and locate a happy star, three different clusters of 50 stars, a half sun, and a wealthy star.   
10:30 pm  We move inside the Carl’s Jr. and order fries.  Isaiah continues to sleep, not minding the new location.  The girls set up drums with a salt shaker, booth seat, and napkin holders, rocking to the 90’s metal music on the radio. 
11:00pm  Exhaustion sets in and we stare at each other.  Julia falls asleep.  Mark continues to call taxi numbers, but the Beer Fest in town seems to be keeping them too busy to care about a family of six that needs to go 4 miles down the road.   The hotel won’t send a shuttle.  They just gave us another taxi number.  All I could say was, “Should we start walking?”  And we would both agree that walking 4 miles in the dark, in the cold desert wind, along Rt 66, carrying Isaiah, while wearing flip flops, this late at night was crazy.


Our transmission blew out here, on the rim of the Grand Canyon
Above Photo: An Elk beat us to our campsite

11:30pm  Mark leaves the Carl’s Jr. to look for a gas station or tow truck business – anything!  He comes back, still on the phone.  I notice a man, hesitating to get into the car with his family because he’s watching Mark talk on the phone.  He looks like he might want to help.  I motion to Mark – ask that guy if he’ll give us a ride!  Mark was on the phone with a tow truck driver, but an actual person with a vehicle looked more promising at that point.  The man said he would drop off his family at their hotel and then come back for us.
11:45 pm.  After waiting some more, hoping the Carl’s Jr. wouldn’t close, we gladly piled into the back of the nice person from New Jersey’s car.  Thank you, sir!  I’m sorry we forgot your name, but we’ll never forget your rescue.
I’m not sure what grade we got, but we understand that this is all part of God’s life training to make us holier.  I hope we apply the lessons we learned about trusting God to work out everything for his glory and waiting for him to provide what we need, when we need it.



New Friends bring us pizza while we wait in Flagstaff, Az


Sunday, June 19, 2011

Moving Realities

We've moved before, but there's nothing like moving when you don't have a landing place!  We're moving out of our house and into the big wide world of international travel.  That means that everything has to fit in perfectly sized suitcases under 50 lbs.  I still need to buy that scale.  It also means that I threw out things that have followed me around since high school and college.  I even tossed out lesson plans from 12 years ago.  I won't be writing an English textbook or teaching in a classroom anytime soon.  Thankfully, a teacher stopped by our last yard sale and picked up all my laminated bulletin board items and holiday stuff.  It was a box of stuff "free for a teacher" and she fit the description! 

Just three days ago I faced the impossible challenge of cleaning out the boys' room and the girls' room as well as the rest of the house.  It really was impossible to finish it before our leave date.  So I prayed.  And God answered by giving me a dear friend who called an army of amazing women to help: one cleaned out the refrigerator, another cleaned out the boys' room, someone helped the girls sort through their clothes, and one of them was caulking my shower - no kidding!  They were willing to do anything that needed to be done.  We also worked on the kitchen together and managed to clean out every single drawer and shelf in just 1.5 hours.  Someone brought lunch and dinner, too.  Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.  You are all absolutely amazing. 

A big THANKS to a friend who will be picking up our garbage pile and taking it to the dump!  Wow.  I threw out so much stuff.  Tonight I realized I threw out the charger to the kids' brand new ipod.  They earned it by wrapping change they found around the house (with a little additional help from a friend at church who gave them some money).  Thankfully, the charger should be easy to replace.  I thought I tossed my vaccination card, too, but found it safely tucked in my "important papers" file so I didn't have to make a long drive to get it replaced.

As I sit here and look around our empty house, I feel very exposed.  The walls are bare and the cabinets empty.  I couldn't even bake a batch of brownies right now, because I threw out the pan and my mixing bowl is packed away. 

Tomorrow we will be skipping church because they already have a new candidate coming to possibly fill Mark's position as pastor.  We don't want to detract any attention from the task at hand, so we'll attend another church in Modesto.  It's hard, though, because we all desperately want one last time to visit with our friends.  The kids are particularly upset because it's luncheon Sunday, their favorite day of the month.

Happy Father's Day, Everyone!!!  In the midst of packing, I'm so glad I didn't forget this wonderful day of remembering great Dads.
Goodbye, Max! 
The kids have been reeling from changes this week, but they all went to sleep peacefully tonight.  The piano and violin are gone, baseball season ended yesterday, their beds are gone, 90% of their toys are gone, and now their best little furry buddy is sleeping in someone else's home.  Saying goodbye to Grammy and Grandpa is on Monday, and I know that will be the hardest, yet. 

Mark and I have had our emotions on hold as we focus on cleaning out the house, and we haven't given the kids much of a chance to sit and absorb all the changes.  I'm glad we have lots of together time in the car on the way to Colorado.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Always Time for Baseball



We gave Joshua a choice, and he gave up a first degree black belt to play his first season of baseball.   He's especially thankful for several pitching opportunities.  In this photo, he's praying before he begins the inning.  His coaches and teammates are amazing.  I've never enjoyed baseball this much!

Mark's mom Joyce and my mom flew out from New Jersey to help us move and were able to attend two exciting games.  Three more games left...

Before Picture of Garage

Don't doubt us.  We have 9 days to clean out our house.   The garage used to be clean, so all of this is from closets and cabinets which are now mostly empty.  This was also after our first yard sale!  I'll post an "after picture" of our garage when we're done!